Now what?

I have several unpublished half written posts, some of them not even complete sentences, because what can I say?  We all miss Aiden, we can't believe he is gone, we wish we knew exactly what happened that night, we are afraid of a future that now is empty of him, the shape of our family has a hole that will never be filled.  Some days we talk about him and are fine, some days are torture to get through.  The summer is about over, school starts in a week, and we dread school without him and also look forward to a more productive routine to the day than we have endured this summer.

This is a video of Aiden dictating a shopping list to me.  Filmed 2-20-2010.