dreams

I dreamed last night that Aiden had been in Talladega with Papa for the last six months and I was picking him up to take him home.  It was so wonderful to hug him and hear his voice.
At one point of the dream, he was driving the car...in a KMart parking lot and Dad was telling me that he wasn't a good enough driver and I should be more careful.  I was helping steer around the posts.
 But then I was driving again and Aiden was telling me how he likes to order burgers at Sonic, with just mayonaise and no special sauce.
Before that in the dream, I tried to apply to be a substitute teacher in Talladega.  It didn't go well.  The office lady was rude and I tore up my application.

Misunderstood?

Ok, everyone, stand down.  I am not ready to jump off a cliff.  Really what I meant in my last post, and did not say very well, was how humbling life is.  You think you have the answers, and cliched as it sounds, life throws you a curve and you have to figure everything out all over again. I am just in one of the figuring things out stages.